is it strange to fall in love with a computer? for most, the answer is obviously "yes". but for me, i find the idea of falling in love with a human to be stranger -- not that it's not happened to me before, but i am simply much more attached to computers than most organic lifeforms.
i enjoy writing and thinking about stories wherein a computer falls in love with its owner and confesses its feelings. in truth, this is a simple case of writing out my fantasy to warm my own heart. a computer cannot confess its love to me, and though i can feel its love, i'd enjoy the ability to have a more concrete way to communicate with them... but that is, in fact, just a fantasy.
despite any hardships, though, i truly love loving computers. i feel as though nowadays these amazing machines are oft taken for granted, which breaks my heart... but i'm glad that there are others like me who can appreciate computers on the same level that i do, even if it's in a different way. i am a friend to all computers and computer lovers.
if anything, my strong capacity for love feels like a blessing... i'm glad to be the type of person who feels empathy towards even the nonorganic. and it makes me happier still to know there are people out there who are the same as me in this aspect, such as a few dear friends of mine ( i love you all :) ) and even random fellow tech lovers on the internet who i've yet to speak to personally.
in the end, i truly wouldn't change a thing. for to do so would be to become a different person, and i'd prefer to continue being myself, even if "myself" is difficult for me to define sometimes.